yeah. so. i kinda figured it was time for a new update.
so, update/rant today.
ok. first off. i need more privacy in this house.
"some" members of my family think that just because we're, you know, family, we share practically everything within reason. with no care as to who purchased what and when and for whose use.
so. tiny example, my text messages. my personal text messages on MY phone. meant for ME. its like reading someone's mail.
ok, even if i'm asleep.
even if it says something stupid like "yay walmart" at 2:30 in the freaking morning.
another small yet still good recent example.
odd.. but yes.
ok. i have this lotion that I bought. for ME and maybe whoever i offer it to at the time.
its fairly new so of course its not going to look very used. how much do you need, right?
anyway. i keep it on the dresser. just sitting there so i dont have to go digging when i need/want to use it.
a couple days ago, it was gone. so of course i look on the floor, the dirty clothes, maybe in the dresser in case it fell in when it was open.
nothing.
so i text nikki while she's at school, text my mom. they dont know.
so i went into beccas room to see if she knew. but of course. its 10 in the morning. becca's not awake yet. but i recognise the smell.
so i look around without moving anything to see if its in the open. nothing.
so i text my mom back to tell her i smelled it in there when i went to wake her and my mom says she's gonna search beccas room when she gets home. just because becca has that habit of taking other peoples stuff. sad, in my own house. but whatever.
anyway, apparently, that day after school nikki "finds" it on the floor, in the open, between my bed and the dresser. half gone.
i KNOW for a fact i didn't use that much. it looked new. so becca probably thought i wouldn't notice its gone since it doesn't look i use it. bull CRAP. yeah. whatever. long story short. i need privacy. my mom even offered to buy a locking file cabinet for my stuff. which is totally unnecessary. i shouldn't HAVE to hide/lock my stuff up. except for important papers and stuff but that should be self explanitory.
yeah. whatever..
another thing.
ha. yeah this is kinda funny. i had fun with it.
so, i'm pretty much automatically volunteered to do things that usually involve matt right.
i've helped him clean his room, organize-ish the shed, clean-ish the garage, and help clean/move stuff around in his grandmas garage because his sister decided to move in there and change everything.
anyway, i told kathy (his sister) that today (some day last week) was the last time i was gonna help because it had been going on for a few days and i was tired of getting my time volunteered without my consent. and she spouts off with some random arguments about how she doesn't need our help and never wanted it when she's been calling matt constantly saying "come on we have to get this done! today's the last day i promise lets just get it over with" so of course, i get suckered into doing it because she cant move everything by herself and matt wasn't going to help much. there was furniture and other big things like that. so i told her that. that i knew she was calling and i can hear her talking because the earpiece is so loud on the phone. and i also told her that she has her own truck and boyfriend she could use to help move stuff. but he doesn't like to get his hands dirty and other crap like that. and she complains about her truck getting terrible gas mileage and how its all the way in heath and its not registered and when she starts it and shuts it off again its going to take 90 minutes for it to be able to restart. so she gets angrier when i tell her that i just think she's full of it and lazy for not getting it registered. and some other things. and she complains about money then. because she recently quit her job. so she has none. and claims inspection/registration is going to cost her $200. which i know is also crap. which is when i told her she shouldn't have quit her job. then she gives some bogus excuse about quitting because her job wasn't leaving her any extra money after bills and other expenses she finds "necessary". then i told her that its life. other people in her situation get a second job. and somehow we got on the subject of school. and she brings up the surgery she had to have during her first semester of college which forced her to drop out because she coudn't complete the semester and her doctor ordered her to stay home and dont do anything unnecessary for 6 months. yet she says she decided to get up and moving and with a job in 3. and other random stuff she brings up for no reason. while most of the time i tell her i dont care. because i didn't. she's the one who brought up all the stuff about job and bills and moving around so much from her parents house to her boyfriend's and then to her grandmothers, all within like a year. so when we're done and i get out of the car (oh yeah, we were in the car on the way to the dump to drop off some trash and stuff) she storms off to her own car to call mommy and complain how i'm rude and i have no right to diss her job and decisions and medical problems. when SHE'S the one who brought it up trying to make me feel sorry for her about it. because she had surgery and i didn't and she had a job and i didn't so obviously i know nothing about life and how life works and how to be an adult. ha. as if. just because i didn't go through it doesn't mean i dont understand it. uh huh. so after calling mommy to whine, matts mom calls him to complain about me again saying i have no right to talk about her stuff. which i admitted to, i dont really. but she's the one who kept bringing it up in the first place. so its not like i flat out made fun of her for anything. haha whatever. but it got me and matt out of "working" with her for practically ever until she decides to help him clean out the shed. because i dont live there and i shouldn't be forced into it
oh. and next time (because there always will be one) we argue.. if she brings up the SAME crap about having surgery and money problems i'm just gonna ask why she keeps bringing that up. because thats the second time i've heard that lame argument that has nothing to do with the original argument. and because honestly, she's - within reason - a normal person. she's just like everyone else. and i'm not gonna treat her any differently because of her problems. no matter what she says. i really dont care. and i told her that i dont care.
and yeah.
i felt like i needed to rant a little there. get it off my mind and chest.
hopefully i can sleep now.
haha congratulations for reading that all.
i know i have friends that post longer but honestly guys, its kinda hard to pick through with all the lack of punctuation. most of the time i give up after about the second paragraph.
i dont know where one sentence ends and begins and there are no commas, at all. i dont know where to pause.
so yeah. --hinthint--
on a lighter note.
9 days til christmas.
a little christmas spirit in the form of icons.
like always right?
but whatever. its not like i can sit here and sing carols to you.
and no, i'm not going to be "politically correct" right now and wish you happy holidays.
i think thats annoying.
haha yay
oh, one more thing. like i just texted matt.. its like summer a summer night without a/c in my room right now thanks to the stupid furnace that apparently i'm not allowed to turn off.
cuz my mom's being gay.
ya guys!
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